Can't Never Be Mine.

I'm just a girl in this world so wild. Trying to be positive in everything. Trying to change into a better person. Having a crush with someone that I know can't never be mine. It's normal for a teenage like me, right? I bet every girl in my age have the same problem as mine. But, in my case is pretty much like a typical novel, I guess. I came from a happy and low profile family. We're not rich at all but also not poor. I like someone who's good looking, came from a rich family and he's such a great guy. He live a thousand miles away from me. I knew him through social network. Stalking him every single day. Looking at his status that show how manner he is in talking. Loving his relationship with his brother. He is also the same age as me.

He never know who I am. Trying to forget him is like trying so hard to remember someone you never knew. Pretty hard, isn't it? The pains I hold. Sometimes, it feels like I'm a stupid girl. I know we will never meet. He will never know me. But, still. I like him. What should I do? Ya Allah. Help me. If he never meant to be with me let my feeling gone. It's hurting me from inside my head.

"If pain must come, let it come quickly. Because I have life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him." - Paulo Coelho

xoxo, E.