Unconditional love.

There is one young man, he's in love with his brother fiance. Truly, madly and deeply in love. After a few month later, his brother died in a car accident. His mom force him to take over his brother place because she knew all of this while that he is in love with his brother fiance since she accidentally read his diary when she cleaned his bedroom. At first he refuses to engage with her because he knows that he will always be a shadows of his brother and also he knows that she will never love him. But then, they agreed. It is all because of his mom.

For his mom sake he rather let his heart hurt. They engaged for a year. He wait patiently until she accept him but she still the same. Crying over her dead fiance. She treat him as cold as winter wind. His unconditional love for her make him blind that he will never be her love of her life. He doesn't even know why he acts like don't care what she did to him. Everything she did to hurt him seems useless. Because he love her, he doesn't care about his heart at all.

 After a year, they finally married. She still the same. They never slept together in a bed. He will sleep on the floor. She never cooked for him. He always tell his best friend that he can't do it any longer. His heart hurts so much. She only talk to him when she need something. Yet, she still want to divorce with him. She know that she will never love him, rather than hurting his heart non-stop she will back off. He kneel down on his knees begging for her to take back what she have said. She want to go out of the house. He just said she can stay in the house and just let he go out of his own house.

Everyday he will sleep in the car to watch over her so that he knows that his wife safe being alone in the house. One day, on his way back home he saw his wife out from a car with another man. His best friend. He stops his car and just look at them with an empty mind. After all of this time he told his best friend about his feeling. How could he do this to him. Everything makes sense to him now. No wonder his best friend encouraged him to divorce just because he said he couldn't see he gets hurt. No wonder his wife want a divorce also.

His heart falls into pieces. Feels betrayed. He swear that he will never looked back. His pain is his wife happiness. He confront his wife and they finally divorce. He just hopes that his wife will be find her happiness that she never found before. Now, he will leave his past behind and never look back at his past. With a heart fulls of bloody scars, he accept the fact that you can't force someone to love you even though you love them unconditionally. Now, he just need to moves on with his life and maybe he will find someone that cure his heart and love him unconditionally. You can't have everything you want. You just need to move on.


xoxo, E.