Saturday, August 31

Never enough.

A new relationship,
Everything seem perfect,
Complete with a smile and anxious,
As the time pass by,
Trouble get in the way,
An adventure of life just started,
It just a part of it.

Trust,
One word need to be earn,
Take years to earn,
Just a second to lose it,
Things get harder,
Keep trusting each other,
Make it works.

Jealousy,
Needed but not really,
Take two to stay,
Compromise in the midst of hardship,
Right on each other arm.
Give it a try.
Give it a chance.

We can deny,
But, our feelings will show,
Sooner or later,
Wonder why we gave up,
Truth is we know why.
So close to be in love.

XOXO, E.

Thursday, August 29

I'm into you.

She looks so beautiful in the maxi floral dress. Looking just fine with her hair go with the wild wind. With her pretty brown eyes and her sweet innocent face. Be mine, please? Can I talk with her? Would she mind if I talk to her? So many things inside my head. Looking at her make me realize that I finally found my lost soul. I  walk to her and asked her name. Lysha. What a sweet name! We talk and talk for hours. We getting know each other more better. Judging by her personality I can tell that she came from a good family. Nothing like my family at all. I wish I could be in her family when she tell me about her family. I wonder if how she react when I tell her who am I. I can never be good enough for her. She seems to good for me. It's feel like we are made for each other. Like sunshine and rain. Like stars and the moon. Looking at her make me feel that I want to protect her. I can't do that. Be friend with her will make thing be more complicated. I gave her my number. We seems close with each other day to day. Oh god. Can I stop this feeling? I don't want her to get hurt. I want to shelter her. Safe from my world.

When I talk to her to her on the phone, it's feels like I'm already talking to her face to face. This feeling getting stronger. I can't let go this feeling. I finally feel peace and finding her is like I finally found a light of hopes in darkest life. I want to be there for her in anything going on in her life. Tell me what's going on. I know there's something on your mind. Can you just open up? Do you feel out of love? Is somebody trying to hurt you? You know I'd never let that happen. They must be out of their minds. You are the sunshine that make my day. I won't let them take that away. I'll be your hero who's standing strong. Who'll protect you from any fight. And if you battles pilling on, I will take them on with all my might. Cry  your tears on my shoulder. You don't know what future holds. So, I'll be your personal soldier. I'll protect you girl you girl, don't worry. If life is a battlefield, there's so many dangers. Just when you think it's okay, it blows up in your face. And, when this road gets harder. You think your luck's run out. I will find a reserve to take you right back to where your heart deserves. There is no way that I won't put you first. I'll protect my girl with all my might.

Falling in love is never easy because they're so good and I'm so bad. It's just another fight to me. If we don't take it on we won't get far. It seem do far away but so close. It's there for us to take when most. Would waste it, don't waste it. And we try and we fall. And we live another day. And we rise like a phoenix from the flames. And it burns but it turns out golden. We loved to dream aloud with both feet on the ground but where's the sense in that. We'd never get it back. We'd be wasted. They tore it to pieces. We'll build it again. And, we went for the sky. And fell down low and flew too high. But, we still survived cause you and I we turned out golden.

Quotes.

I want to share a few interesting quotes.
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"Often in life we forget the things we should remember and remember the things we should forget" - Unknown

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow" - James Dean

"You are only young once, but you can be immature forever" - Hannah Marks

"In the end everyone will hurts you, it's up to you to decide who is worth the pain"- Unknown

"Not all scars show. Not all wounds are heal. Sometimes, you can't see the pains someone feels" - Unknown

" Everybody want happiness. No one want pains. But, you can't have a rainbow without a little rain" - Unknown

"You can't make everybody like you. You don't even like everybody" - Hanis Zalikha

"Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not come yet. We have only today. Let us begin" - Mother Teresa

"Kun Fa Ya Kun" - Allah Al-Mighty

"Whether it is the best of times or the worst of times, it is the only times we have" - Art Buchwald

"It's hard for the one who leaves, but it's harder for the one who's left behind"- Unknown
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Actually, there's a lot more of it. I'm a qoutes collector? I guess. LOL. I've a book just for me to write the quotes I like. What can I say, hmm, a hobby? Perhaps. I love to read it because it motivated me do make a right decisions sometime. Well, almost all the time. I love reading about people's life. Reading it inspired me to do well in study, in life and even in making decisions. Okay, that's enough. I've a final exam within 2 weeks. After that, save my money for my holiday trip with my girls. Can't wait to finish all the papers and enjoy myself with extreme ride. I'm a extreme person. Get to know me and you will know me.I might be quite, boring and a loser. But, don't judge me without knowing my story. Peace out people! Take a chill pill.

XOXO, E.






Tuesday, August 6

Confession Of A Lover.

The same sky like always,
The same ordinary days,
The sun shine like always.
Day and night.

Every second,
Every minute,
Every hour,
The time past and can't never return back.

I want to smile,
Pretending it was nothing to me,
I want to keep smiling,
But, everyday I keep on calling your name.

The thought of you leaving me alone is nothing,
I thought I sent you away without any regrets,
Now, I keep on calling your name like a habit,
No, I couldn't sent you away yet.

It seems like I going to die,
What should I do?
Without saying you those words,
I sent you away like this.

I love you,
I'm sorry,
Can you hear my late confession?
I love you.